Life starting at 40.

 Being gay ( or apok baklak or pondan ) at age of where we are not belong anymore is somewhat a disaster..i often go to sauna, where people hookup on the go and done. i used to be willingful patron for this place that i was creating this blog to share where to go to sauna if you are in certain country. of course when u r in sauna, u will see CMI gays (cannot make it ). of cos alot of them, some are dark,some fat, some ugly ,n some OLD. This is a word that i used to use when i saw older people in sauna. of all countries that i have been, all of the sauna got lots of older people, that i am seeing in front of my eye getting rejected, pushed away when he tried to touch some good men , and that why dark room is created, for this kind of story.

when we are in our good days, being young, athelitic body , not that bad looking , thing will go better for us. but we should not be very mean to our fellow uncle in sauna. if they approach us, just talk to them reject them in good mannerism. there is no point rejecting hard (of cos if he is pushy, thing is differ) because doing so will get you nothing. you dont win, you dont lose none you get.

as matter or fact, once you hit 40, not only looks will coming down, body strenth down, and if you are working, this what we call as professional job also will be something downgrading. at 40, people will think about being get into bigger ladder of corporate and if you are still single unmarried, people around you will think something about  you, and you geting stress. and a way out is, resign .

but you wont do much if you just resign without any back up, you are no longer who you are 10 years ago.and one thing you need to know, why you are working?what you try to get by working?yes money.money is the back up of anything for ur life.  resiging without money will be a collateral damage in ur life unless you plan to just get away from earth ( i mean, take ur life) . so as money works in almost part of life, creating money is a way to live. 

as for me myself, covid is big story in world, the disaster is unbelivable and for some, it bring more luck . creating money from money is what i am doing now, and it works!

just by a good strategy, lets powering our hard earn money into more money. thats how gays should live!